issues with myself

today i was in a very weird mood...

dont know why... but i just was like this...

i asked myself... what kind of person am i...
i could count tons of negative characteristics...
but... positive ones... i dont know any...
i dont even know how my bf can love me..
whats about me he likes... (he doesnt know either) .. he just loves me
you might think its enough...
but its bad for my self-confidence...
i cant define myself over him...
i dont even like myself...

kiri, as someone that was in your bfs position. I was honored to think someone as you could ever have been mine. I found that I loved every chat we had. you are fun and in my opinion very smart. you were both my friend and companion and I would do anything for you. you are caring and compassionate even if you dont see it yourself. you have been nothing but the best friend I could of ever asked for in tnr and it saddens me to see you like this right now.

and it makes me even sadder that your bf couldnt tell you one thing. I pray that is an exaggeration because that makes me scared that he loves the idea of having a gf and not the gf herself

and some things I dont care if it is spamming but I needed to add more and dont want it missed

when we broke up I told you tht he should be happy to have a girl as wonderful as you

thanks vipy...
he said that he just likes me as i am...
and i would be something special for him...

but he couldnt tell something concrete... a concrete characteristic that is good x.x
i have no real talents either x.x

you do kiri

caring and compassion are very strong talents

and it sounds like he loves you for who you are, meaning he wouldnt change one thing about you because he thinks your perfect (at least I hope he means it that way

but you dont notice those talents in everyday life... do you???
i hate cooking for one too x.x

yes you do notice those talents....I noticed them in you

you noticed them when we talked.... and my bahavior around all of the ppl on the sites here...

but irl..
there are no ppl...
im kinda anti-social...
a hermit XD
i dont like like ppl... >.>

I know what ure feeling kiri..but in recent years I've actually broke out of that "hermet shell" so to speak..it was definately hard but if u can manage to let ureself loose and show others who u really r they will surely accept u like ppl did me...and if someone like me could pull it off I know u can since as viper said u r a smart and fun girl already...^^

First of all, punch your bf and tell him that that one came from me xD

You're smart
nice
loving and caring
funny
sweet
pervy xD
you're very honest with us
pretty

And a very important one; you always know how to make us feel better when we are down.. and you rarely find such people these days...

So hopefully you feel a bit better now Kiri
And dont forget that we luv you all very much <3

^^

*nods*
thanks everyone ^^

i love you all~ Q~Q

And we love u *hugs kiri* come on ppl group hug! Lol

btw... did i already say.. he also said i am mostly happy... around him.. and i can make him smile ^^

*grouphug*

xD

yay *grouphug* x3

*grouphug* lol

O.o sup?

*walks in with trench coat* anti-depresants and "mdeical" mariujana on sale =P

yeah u just got spammed in the face..hows that spam load taste?

now pls dont spam here

no but seriously kiri whats this about? (didnt bother to read)

read...

._. ......... fine

Lazy butt ._. *hugs Kiri*o-o your a great person..even though i dont know you as much as the others i know your kind,funny,perverted >D(is that good or bad? xD)and caring o-o

i'd say perverted in a good and healthy way =D
if i wasnt...
i would have kicked my bfs butt so hard a long time ago XD

okay let me get this straight.... kiri was feeling a bit down and we are here to cheer her up right? (which some of us already did) so uhh.... your all right now???